What I have been up to..................
Packing!
We are moving to a beautiful rental farmhouse on the edge of a pretty little (and I mean little) town just a few miles down the road from our current home.
We had been looking for a new home for some time due to my husband's job which takes him out of town. The thought had been to find a home in a more central location. With our blended family things like a move are never an easy decision. We weren't in a huge hurry but we had been discussing it.
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This move was not however to get us all that closer to The Hubs but instead to move us to a home that is more rural (which we wanted), puts both Pirate Rob and Princess Peony in the same high school (life will be easier), gives us a transition house while we decide what our next step is with his job (there is a possible promotion in a city even farther away than he is driving now), and most importantly because what we thought was a small fix-it problem in our house has turned out to be a HUGE hidden problem.
A problem we actually can not fix and must in fact leave our house so as to not potentially damage our bodies. We are leaving behind or throwing away many of our things. We are having to clean and vacuum everything that can leave with us. It has been a taxing, frustrating, humbling, exhausting, and emotionally wrenching experience. We are having to trust God, trust others, and ride out this storm to keep our family intact and healthy.
Through it all, God is in control and we as a family will grow closer to Him and each other as we sort through the next few months. My mantra has been Philippians 4:13:
I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.and Matthew 19:26
But Jesus looked at them and said, “For mortals it is impossible, but for God all things are possible.”
In my darkest moments when I was snot nosed crying out to God for a deliverance of this mess, when I was a swollen, red-eyed mess begging Him to wave His hand and make it all go away and disappear for me, I could not hear Him. My heart was so full of pain and anguish and frustration that I could not see a light at the end of this dark cave we are in. My pain, my hopelessness clouded my vision and deafened my ears. I was trying to fix it myself, to find anyway to keep us from having to give up our home, our things, and all the stuff.
I was trying to protect my pride. What will people say? What will they think? Is this mess my fault? Why didn't I know? I can't let anyone know... It is humiliating.
I believe what He was saying was simply... Wait. Wait and let Me work. Wait and let me lead. Wait for I know what is best. I will keep your family together. I will get groceries on your table. I will find you furniture. I will find the funds you need. I will grow your love for me.
I Will.
My job is to obey. Though it seems crazy. Though it is painful. Though I can not know the end result or even hear His voice there is a knowing.
A knowing that it will be okay.
How do I know? Because the Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me this I know
For the Bible tells me so!Little Ones to Him belong;
They are weak
But He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus Loves me,
The Bible tells me so!
For He Will Take Care of Everything Because He Loves ME.
25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 And can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life? 28 And why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin, 29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these. 30 But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear?’ 32 For it is the Gentiles who strive for all these things; and indeed your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
34 “So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough for today. ~ Matthew 6:25-34
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| Surviving |
Always Blessed,
Gretchen :)
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you are surviving!!! i love you!!!! can't wait for our frapp date in your new crib! ;-) xoxoxox
ReplyDeleteBless you! I hope you are feeling much better now!
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry to read that. Wow. that has to be extremely difficult. But what you have shared ... that's what it's about ... getting through it all w/the LORD . . . I hope you find the energy you need and pray that everything will come together in the best way ... beyond what you expect or think ... in ways that are deeply fulfilling ... Take care! I love the photo (as always) in your post!
ReplyDeleteWhen you have a breather-moment - I mentioned your blog in my post today. I didn't realize your post is from April ! I sure hope you're doing okay- busy I know - but hope you're doing okay.(Better than okay).
ReplyDeleteAnyway - no worry about posting in response - just enjoy the mention.
Jenn
Just stopping by to see if you've posted anything new. Hope all is going well in your move.
ReplyDeleteTake care! Jenn
Just stopping by - looking in on ya.
ReplyDeleteTil next time, Jenn
Jenn! You have awesome and I think I can feel your prayers for our family. I am back and will be posting regularly again! The Lord and I went a few rounds and I love Him even more now. ;) I'll be writing more soon. hugs!
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